Friday, May 21, 2010
fool yourself.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
when i take of my make-up (i look old and defeated)
(this is a little dedication to my friend Marlon, when i visited you a million years ago, you played me this song. (oh gosh you were ecstatic) and it remains one of my absolute favorites. stuck forever. thank you.)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
It's just that I've been losing. so long.
i should stop with my constant video posts.
boring
but i find things to obsess about
it is after all my favorite drug.
i just cant seem to get enough of the tallest man on earth.
transcending nico all about failure and the inevitable regret)
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
i am the only person alive
Seen from a great enough distance I cannot be seen
I feel this as an extremely distinct sensation
Of feeling like shit
I can feel the universe expanding and it feels like no one is trying hard enough
The effect of this is an extremely shitty sensation
Of being the only person alive; I have been alone for a very long time
It will take an extreme person to make me feel less alone
The effect of being alone for a very long time,
Is that I have been thinking very hard an learning
About mortality, loneliness, people, love and society.
I am afraid
That I am not learning fast enough
I can feel the universe expanding
When I cried in your room
It was the effect of an extremely distinct sensation that
I am the only person alive
I have not learned enough
And I can feel the universe expanding
And making things feel further apart.